So I know I've been fairly MGTOW the past couple of years, and by MGTOW I don't mean "incel", but I made a conscious effort to give up women and relationships. Like, I don't live my life for women, and I won't change my lifestyle for women.. Well, that was the goal.
About a month ago, while on a camping trip with my son, his mother came too, she just dumps on me that her husband was being a dick, was supposed to be there too, and he dipped out last minute voluntarily to pick up more work.
This son of mine was conceived and born out of an extremely brief and non-committal relationship like 12 years ago. Bitch was in love with me, lied about being on birth control, and got pregnant basically to try and get me to stay with her, which I did not, obviously.
Like, I had 5-6 girls I was fucking at the time, and I was naive, and I didn't think any girl would lie about being on birth control. I wasn't rich, I wasn't relationship material.
So anyway, I moved past that resentment towards her long long ago. She's still nutty. I went through a 2 year custody battle with her trying to get primary custody of my son. A few years ago she attempted suicide like 3 times in one year, with one time being in front of my son. $20,000 later, and the judge said that staying with her was in the best interest of the child. Whatever, lost cause, basically. My son could reenact her suicide attempt, but staying with her was in his best interest.
So anyway.... I took her in. She abandoned her husband, brought my son and her & husband's daughter to live with me...
Husband isn't even going to fight her for custody of their daughter. So I basically got my son living with me... which was my goal 3 years ago... and his crazy mother, and a redheaded stepchild.
I know I am in the wrong. My best friend who won't sugar coat shit for me says that I need to kick her out, and honestly I probably would if my son wasn't with her.
I fought for custody, and I lost. My son is now living under my roof, and doing his homework with me. I just have his heavily medicated mother and his half sister living with me too.
I don't know... I'm drunk now.