Fought in combat for operation enduring (((freedom))) a while back. Came back with my physical health still somewhat intact, but a part of me died fighting sand niggers for hook noses in RC south afghan. Took the black pill for 7+ years and drank myself to sleep every night to avoid the nightmares and social anxiety with cheap whiskey and vodka, to the point where I was a handle deep at my worst. Decided that forcing my liver to carry the weight of my self-pity and depression at clown world wasn't sustainable, and tried to cold turkey from daily 750ml self medication of smirnoff.
DONT FUCKING COLD TURKEY IT. Unless you're a nigger or a kike.
I literally almost died and had the worst visual and auditory hallucinations in my life that scrambled my noggin for 2 weeks to the point where doctors thought I had undiagnosed bi polar or schizophrenia. I still only vaguely remember that 2 weeks of tortuous detox in a VA psych ward.
Havent drank or smoked pot in 5 months now, and got back into weight lifting, heavy squats, deadlifts, military presses, benching, and back rows 3x a week, 500 calories under TDEE.
I'm in even better shape than when I was a younger buck jumping out of C-17s, and I have a completely new mental clarity without that (((poison))). Cook your own food, meal prep, stack ammo, edge out that ego, and just be overprepared rather than under prepared when swathes of spear chucking niggers and pink haired hamplanets storm the streets in the coming months.
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[–] BurnedBeTheCoal ago
Reminds me of my own father who is a strong, capable, talented person normally, but when he's drunk at any capacity he turns into a complete insufferable mess, making a fool of himself. It's scary to see just how much it can destroy a decent person from within. After seeing that for years since my childhood, I slowly began to hate. It also helps that my mother has an absolute disdain for drunkards and the alcohol itself. It doesn't mean we completely abstain however, rarely consuming it during birthdays and such, but we can still control ourselves. It's a very dangerous, perilous path one can easily take, and once you start drinking your problems away you're pretty much done. Don't ever start.