Fought in combat for operation enduring (((freedom))) a while back. Came back with my physical health still somewhat intact, but a part of me died fighting sand niggers for hook noses in RC south afghan. Took the black pill for 7+ years and drank myself to sleep every night to avoid the nightmares and social anxiety with cheap whiskey and vodka, to the point where I was a handle deep at my worst. Decided that forcing my liver to carry the weight of my self-pity and depression at clown world wasn't sustainable, and tried to cold turkey from daily 750ml self medication of smirnoff.
DONT FUCKING COLD TURKEY IT. Unless you're a nigger or a kike.
I literally almost died and had the worst visual and auditory hallucinations in my life that scrambled my noggin for 2 weeks to the point where doctors thought I had undiagnosed bi polar or schizophrenia. I still only vaguely remember that 2 weeks of tortuous detox in a VA psych ward.
Havent drank or smoked pot in 5 months now, and got back into weight lifting, heavy squats, deadlifts, military presses, benching, and back rows 3x a week, 500 calories under TDEE.
I'm in even better shape than when I was a younger buck jumping out of C-17s, and I have a completely new mental clarity without that (((poison))). Cook your own food, meal prep, stack ammo, edge out that ego, and just be overprepared rather than under prepared when swathes of spear chucking niggers and pink haired hamplanets storm the streets in the coming months.
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[–] Blurnaldblurmpf [S] 0 points 5 points 5 points (+5|-0) ago
Thanks, and I hope the best for your planned recovery goat, I hope you get the help you need, I learned that PAWS(post acute withdrawal syndrome) for alcohol can be the worst out of all addictions, so I would definitely suggest some professional medical help to get the right detox meds and maybe detox using your sick days or vacation days, like another poster here was saying about the hallucinations, they were so bad for me I couldn't differentiate between them and reality for a few days. I saw people that weren't there, and was even interacting with them, I had huge lapses in memory like extreme short term memory loss, I could only remember things from my childhood, and other scary things, it felt like I was in hell or purgatory. Not trying to scare anyone, as I probably had extreme symptoms due to my ptsd from the war and with how long I was drinking for, but I managed to skate by with proper treatment and detox when I started experiencing my psychosis.