1st off its a small mom and pop business and im not the main bartender...and its a breakfast place that closes at 8pm. so i have to wait tables and expo. expo is ok, but the owner/exec chef is a tyrant who is never wrong and talks shit all the time, wont make even the smallest substitutions. he will flat out refuse to sub salad for fries...and since he is the top guy, you have no recourse.
the bartender sucks...like 5 minutes for a mimosa 5 minutes for abloody mary. i could work circles around her..but because she has been there since opening i cant replace her, and thats how it is....theres the owners, the 4 or so staff that opened the place, then a rotating 5 staff that cant move up, get shitty shifts and eventually quit.
i got a new full time jerb in downtown at a local brewery.. so im never going to wait tables again and i will have input on the drink menus and possibly get an apprenticeship with the actual beer brewers.
i made a story about my nephew getting in a car crash yesterday. weasel. but shit....8am to 6pm 10 hours of 40% niggers and hungover college kids who dont tip. that was saturday.
well....today is mothers day. to those unfamiliar, mothers day is a NIGGER festival....complete with huge hats, sequence dresses and ape men in red or purple suits who think they look great. this week i took no less than 30 calls about reservations....all from niggers.
so that means, an ill equipped kitchen, a slow bartender and a dining room full of niggers pretending they are important.....nope.
i couldn't do it. i just couldn't do it. to take an uber to work...show up at 8am tolerate niggers for 10 hours and get yelled at by a pretend gordon ramsey? i couldn't do it. its very out of character for me. but because i start my new job on monday....im letting the other servers down, i hate to see them suffer. but im not gonna deal with niggers for 10 hours knowing im starting a new job tomorow.
goats. should i have fucked them over like that? or should i take clonopin and drink some beer and do landscaping and gardening, then get a huge dinner, put on my CPAP and get well rested for my new job tomorrow?
i feel guilty, but if i can escape dealing with over dressed niggers for 10 hours.....im gonna escape
edit and update.
i no longer feel guilty. i dont care...thid place was a joke and the only reason why i felt bad was because im a good person and responsible worker.
this place was a joke..also....if you have ever worked in a resturaunt on motherday and had to deal with niggers..its a disaster.
thx to @theodorekent for solidifying my resolve.
have a drink on me.