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[–] FireSauce 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) ago 

Were you born into a very Christian family or what are these dark thoughts you're talking about?

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[–] memememema [S] 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) ago 

My mother was Christian but I made a previous post stating that I was in a masonic church for quite a long time and had to play the fool to protect myself to not be initiated because of that. I'm atheist only in the sense i do not believe any religion on this earth has any more bearing then anything else. but people chose idols and things of perfection. Why would it matter what those thoughts are. If i have no impulse or desire to bring them into reality infact I have a strong desire to destroy those that would.

I was strongly influenced by the western desire for justice and truth. Greek/roman influence on my thoughts. The pursuit of the truth is all that matters. they wanted to baptise alot of people not just us youngins. I choose not to because The only path i saw was a horrible one filled with regret and destruction with no freedom and everything I have learned in this life has told me what i felt was real.

I choose to reject the masons. I had to hide and put on a pretty empty smile to not be "cared for" or sent to a "camp"

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[–] Diggernicks 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) ago 

Tl;dr

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[–] FireSauce 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) ago 

TL;DR Fuck you read it

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[–] memememema [S] 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) ago 

What if there is no tldr. What if you have to make some effort to understand the text.