For the first time ever...I want a women to have a child with. I Went with men because penis does not offend me and no baby I could not bring myself to have any chance of offspring in this world. For the first time I have considered finding a women to have a child with. I did not do penis for simple idle pleasure. I found someone and went domestic the fact there is now hope leads me to the conclusion I might have a child not grow up a shithole as a slave of corporate masters.
Its terrifying to have that kind of hope. im not a mindless liberal fudge packer. I just choose it because I could not bear to create a slave drone. Its been the only rock of stability keeping me going and not being an hero. I never believed i was super moral or better then others or that i had superior morality because i was being gay. I just never had a interest in a female because it represented something to painful to ever have. A real true honest future with children.
I voted for trump even though In my heart i knew things could go wrong and south. that this could all be a trick but i have allowed myself a glimmer of hope the swamp will be drained and the rats evicted and hung.