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[–] Fckmylife [S] 0 points 1 point (+1|-0) ago 

Did you hate him just because he got drunk or did he do something you didn't like when he was drunk?

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[–] Fckmylife [S] 0 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago 

I'm not sure. Was seeing him drunk and realizing he had a problem the "only problem"?

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[–] Fckmylife [S] 0 points 1 point (+1|-0) ago 

I never got drunk up until 3 years ago (I had a major trauma 6 years ago) and then I started to purposely self medicate with alchohol because I was on the verge of a suicide and I heard it might help. So it was worth the try and it did actually help :/ So I kept using alchohol when I was really down..

I've quit for 1-3 months at a time but I just feel I never ever get a single day where I feel good if not drinking and I feel like I need some to survive.. I know how stupid it sounds and I didn't have much sympathy for alcholics my self before I became one, but that is me now :(

I feel really sorry for my son. He has nobody but me, and I'm like this. I try only to drink after he goes to sleep but specially when it has been long I cant stop and am still drunk in the morning and even when he comes home from school.. I've tried to quit because of him, but like before I started drinking I then seem only to have energy for work and sleep, like sleep all evenings and whole weekends.. No matter what I try, I cant be a proper good mom :(