Archived Chinese Infiltrate the Dept of Energy (links in comments) (imgs.fyi)
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Archived Chinese Infiltrate the Dept of Energy (links in comments) (imgs.fyi)
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[–] Maroonsaint 1 point -1 points 0 points (+0|-1) ago
Like I said I’m already done. I already fixed things. It changes nothing. I’m not asking for sympathy. I just figured somebody should know since nobody in my life knows how I feel. I don’t feel sad. I just feel over it
[–] Seventh_Jim 0 points 3 points 3 points (+3|-0) ago (edited ago)
I'm going to assume you aren't just fucking around with us here, mostly because if you are a troll you've maintained it for long enough that the performance warrants credulity, and honestly, you're too god damned weird for me not to think you're genuine. So...
You're one of my favorite goats. You saying this is actually painful. And I get it. I get the whisper in the back of your mind saying "you don't have to keep hurting". I get the anhedonia where nothing, not food, or whiskey, or sex, provide any deep satisfaction. Nor does a hard days labor, or seeing a bank statement that says you're secure, or respect and admiration from your peers.
I've had these things, and they've been dust in my mouth because of how broken I am. I may not be fractured in the same pattern as you, but I don't fucking fit. I've tried, and I feel some kinship with you on that. This isn't pity or sympathy. Just one human to another: please keep fighting. I'm tired too. I can't prove it gets better, but if we stop fighting and surrender, it won't get any better for those like us. In our madness we see some things clearly, and if nothing else, we speak a truth no one else dares. Please stay.
I'm still not sending you a pic of my genitals.
[–] WickedVocalist ago (edited ago)
You never passed vetting either.
@MaroonSaint is not on our side, but he is sided up and out and so are you.
[–] WickedVocalist ago
Did you plant a nuke under my building? Why so much remorse?
[–] Israel-Did-9-11 ago
Again, try psychedelics and contemplation
[–] Draco777 ago
Permanent solution to a temporary problem.