29 Female. 5'8"
- Highest Weight: 264 lbs
- Starting Weight: 261
- Current Weight: ??? ( I was 203 last I checked, scale broke so I need to update soon)
- Goal Weight: 130 lbs
I started on October 7th 2015, my one year is coming up and my goal was to reach Normal BMI within a year from then. Basically from Class III to Normal. But I got pregnant, and the challenges of being a new mom with no supporting family members except husband caused me to toss away weight loss for a few months and just maintained.
I snapped out of it when my PPD went away so I'm doing the weight loss thing with a vengeance now. After all, how can I teach my son to be a shit lord if his mother isn't a shit lady? I don't want to be hypocritical!
I attributed MFP and FPH as motivation. FPH was awesome, they say shame work but I wasn't ashamed. I was PISSED.
I was so pissed off that I was lumped together with the mayo planets on scootypuffs right out of PeopleofWalmart. I was obese as heck and lazy as heck, but I still had some human decency to treat others with respect and not be a nasty fat ass like they described.... if anything I was a nice fat ass.
Knowing that there were people out there saying that ALL fats belong to the PeopleofWalmart scootypuff riding bitchy blimps that doesn't wipe their ass and have maggots in their folds.......... made me sick to my stomach. It was like the vilest insult ever. So I became determined to be a shit lady at all costs (working on it!) because dammit, I don't want to be compared to a bitchy blimp. Fuck that noise.
Plus, there's also the fact my hubster is going to be military. No fucking way am I going to be a massive blimpy dependapotamus with a sexy six pack hubby. That's embarrassing to me, to him, and to everyone haha. I'd rather be a regular ol' dependa 'cause I legit have disabilities since birth so getting jobs = insanely hard for me, only option is self-employment (working on it), than that blimpy mess.
See you guys once I reach normal BMI!
I'll make another post then!
Oh and after that I want to be LEAN, not gonna stop at skinny fat ;D