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[–] mscomies ago 

From your family! Not from Germany! If they have enough money for you to feed off of them without putting a dent in their savings, they will have enough to help you move your stuff and pay for a couple months rent after you find a job.

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[–] HP48GX [S] ago 

yeah ok, that was tongue in cheek, i have to say.

it's gonna work somehow like you suggested, anyway, and my parents won't really ask me to pay them back anyhow, they've flat out told me "find what you want to do and we will give you all the money you need"

but i can't find shit.

all i want now is to go to sleep and never wake up. literally. this is not a figure of speech. i have lost my sense of will. Since yesterday i don't even feel the wish to smoke. My brain is completely fucked. I have gone off the rails, completely. Thus, the visit to the psychiatrist tomorrow...