Maybe a year or two ago, I posted some screenshot and I think it was Donuts responded to me in passing that night mode is superior. I dismissed it at the time because I was foolish and arrogant. A while later, I tried dark mode briefly to see what all the fuss was about and I found it difficult. I quickly switched back to light mode and concluded that all the dark mode people simply wanted something to help them feel speshul and superior. More recently, however, I tried dark mode again and this time I stuck with it long enough to acclimatise. After a while, I found it to be fine, but not significantly better or worse than light mode. I revised my conclusion to say that dark mode people simply have different preferences.
Then, though ... I had to switch back to light mode for a couple of days recently and ... my god .... my eyes ... they burn. It was like staring into the sun. How have I been browsing the internet for so many years like this? How have I not been blinded by millions of web pages with searing white backgrounds? This is an open apology to all night mode people who I have ignored and insulted. Dark mode is superior.
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[–] mmmmdonuts ago
Hey rant away, It does sound like your current therapist is the best choice after hearing about the other ones.
Since when is fitness bad for anyone? I get if there is an ED involved but exercise is good for the mind. Of course I am a body builder and it's my passion, and I do realize that you can overdo it if it's exhausting you mentally and physically, but in most cases getting out and pumping some iron or running a mile can do the mind good. You just gotta keep up with the calorie intake, which is really hard for someone with an ED :(
Lorazepam is addictive, wtf. I have a prescription for it, I only take it 3x a week though as anymore I will build a tolerance for it and I'll need more, and I want it all the time. I only take it right before dialysis though otherwise I can't sleep at the hospital.
Also I have a social worker as well who's dumb as a bag of rocks. Anything I ask her she has to Google. FFS. What's up with that.
Thanks for listening to my rant, hope I didn't offend you in anyway. I am extremely self conscious in my looks with how I was raised, but have never been anorexic. I don't know how it feels to be in your shoes so I apologies if I said anything wrong.
Also if you have Instagram I can PM you my name and we can support eachother on there if you feel comfortable enough :)