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[–] Kaleidowave 0 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago  (edited ago)

Okay I'm imagining my body as a lifelong friend. Now I'm imagining doing something that gives me fleeting pleasure but hurts my friend, lowers their life expectancy, and makes my friend undesirable.

If I did the thing in moderation it would be fine, but I'm doing it all the time. I'm not taking responsibility for it, either. My friend is getting wrecked and abused but is sticking with me through my delusional recasting of my abusive behavior. I'm still doing the thing in excess and I even do it to cope with my bad feelings about the harm in causing my friend.

What a shitty person I am in this scenario.