Today is my birthday, and I have never felt more happy and angry. I was introduced to this subverse through a fat fuck friend who wanted to show me how disgusting you shitlords and shitladies are for hating on "beautiful fat people". At first I was in denial about the subjects posted on the subverse; however, the more I lurked, the more enraged I became at my ignorance. I want to make this clear, I just turned 14 years old and I am a fat piece of shit who weighs 261.2 lbs (just weighed my disgusting self) at 5'2". I don't care that I am banned for being fat. What I do care more about is the fact that the two obese planets that are raising me have been destroying my life since I was born.
I was raised with fat logic piled on with more fat logic. I don't know anything about "calories in, calories out". I wasn't taught anything about healthy food choices. I was taught that exercise is the bane of my life and how it will hurt me. I was taught that the whole reason I am bigger than other teens my age was because of our "genetics". The worst part is, I just absorbed that knowledge without questioning it. I believed that this was just how life was being unfair to me, for not being able to do the activities smaller people could do. All the chores in my household are done by me because my fat fuck parents are sitting on their fat asses. I get the unhealthy shit we eat out of the fridge and pantry to you, sitting in front of the TV. I hate you for how you raised me. I hate you for guilting me into getting out of health class. Fuck you mom and dad, for being fat shit parents feeding me bullshit. My type-2 diabetes and asthma I have now, is all thanks to you. And Katie, I know you're lurking this website. I'm done being a fat piece of shit.