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[–] shezbot 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
I don't know if this helps or not.
I lost more weight than I currently weigh, in about 18 months (2014-2015) and am now in maintenance. I was diagnosed with anorexia (not self diagnosed, diagnosed by both my therapist and psychiatrist) in January. More recently, they have added exercise addiction and body dysmorphic disorder. I still see myself as being twice as big as I currently am. I see women that are much bigger than I am and I think I'm the same size. And like you, I know my weight, I know my measurements (30-23-34) and I know what size I wear. It doesn't matter. Seeing some fucking cow makes me push myself harder and not always in a healthy way. I don't trust the mirror or photographs.
All I can say is that you are not alone.