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[–] DMTisLife 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
Joined just to give you this trip report
Here's my trip report after the first time I smoked it.
After months of research, and sitting on 250mgs for three months I finally decided I was going to take the plunge. I'm in my 30's and have had decent experience with psychedelics (LSD, 2CB, 2CI, 4-ACO-DMT, Shrooms), and have always had a deep respect for DMT. I knew I would only do it when I was ready, and that time had come.
I prepared 50mgs and sat in a comfortable chair in my living room. I had Pretty Lights (a standard for tripping for me) on in the background, and my wife sitting across from me to observe/trip sit.
After the first hit the room started to look funny, like the plastic wrap filter in photoshop. After the second hit the room was covered with a transparent veil made up of rotating diamonds. In each diamond it was like I could see into the controlled chaos behind reality. As the smoke from the second hit passed over my lips the smoke contrails turned into ever expanding fractals as the plasticky smelling smoke filled the room. I had tunnel vision at this point and thought to myself "one more hit". I put it to my lips and got all the last of it, this was the last thing I remember while I was still in my body.
I felt pulled sideways, as I was blasted out of my body I turned around and could see myself taking the last hit. It was clear as day; it was me, in my clothes, in my living room. I could see myself from a third person view. At the time I was too confused and being pulled away to fast to comprehend what was happing at the time, but now thinking about it later it was a very powerful experience.
As I was racing through space/time; with fractals all around, ever growing and shrinking, I had an extreme feeling of déjà vu. I had been here before, I had seen this before, I had felt this before. It all felt so familiar, it felt like being welcomed home. Speaking of the feeling... Wow.
I could no longer feel my body. I could not feel myself breathing. More than that, I didn't even remember what my body and breathing was supposed to feel like. It was gone, complete disassociation. I felt like pure energy, I felt like love. I felt an incredible vibration through everything I was. It was like I could feel all of the electrons and protons that were in my "body" spinning at almost the speed of light. It was all I felt, all I was... A vibration. It felt amazing.
After the tunnel of fractals I slowed down and caught a glimspe into what looked like the machine behind reality. It was millions and billions of interlocking gears all spinning at impossible speeds. This only lasted a short while before i moved into a scene that looked like this: http://imgur.com/CyDSm (or this is at least the best representation I could find online).
Everything was moving, growing, and splitting all to the music I had on. It was impossibly complex. At this point I realized; these weren't just visuals, I was there. It really felt like I was there. The visuals had a presence. There was a voice in my head that was there for a while now telling me "everything will be ok, just observe, you are safe". I felt like I was being watched. It felt slightly ominous, but not bad. I realized that the visuals were not just colors and patterns, the visuals were an entity and it was trying to communicate with me. At first I felt like it was laughing AT me, but somehow understood that it was just happy to see me. It was with that thought I started to come down.
My eyes slowly opened looking at the cieling. It was made up of spinning transparent triangles, red dots, and purple line. I still felt the body vibration but it lessened as every moment passed. I couldn't move for a minute or so, just sat there getting used to being in my body again. It was like I forgot how to lift my arms or legs for a second. I got up, hugged my wife and told her about my experience. I was happy to be home.
Time was non existent while I was there. It is very hard to estimate as time didn't exist there. When I woke up here it felt like I had lost time, kind of like waking up from anesthesia. It felt like a second, but it had been 7 minutes. It was less "difficult" than I expected it to be. It was overwhelmingly positive, and I had no anxiety. I am really excited to do it again, but want to give it some time to fully integrate my experience
TL;DR Definitely did some drugs