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[–] ifuckdolphinseverday ago 

So long story short i decided to try antidepressants (SSRI) and i suffered from hypertoxicity because my liver lacks the proper metabolizing proteins. Also found out i have horseshoe kidneys (one retarded U shaped kidney) The worst part wasn't the organ failure but rather the permanently induced state of pure panic. For 6 months i felt as if every waking moment was going to be my last, no matter what i did i felt that i couldn't breathe. So i would black out to sleep. I lost my mind a few months into it otherwise i would have killed myself. I felt as if a bag was over my head, or that i was chained to the bottom of a pool inches from the surface.

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[–] GhostSkin [S] ago 

That sounds like an absolute nightmare. I hope things are better for you now

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[–] ifuckdolphinseverday ago 

Yeah i came out of it and slowly over the course of this year have pieced my identity together. I have endured many things and will endure many more.