Mostly been on the phone, and this is enough that it's too much to try and post from mobile. Trying to get some work done so on the laptop, etc.
January found some work that was pretty legit and kept me busy as a courier of fresh and frozen foods for various grocery chains, restaurants, etc. Locally and as far as St. Louis, Detroit, etc. (Based out of Mpls, not worried about being doxxed). It was a blessing that kept me going after being down to my last $14 and not knowing wtf I was going to do.
2 weeks ago Friday, stopped at a gas station to piss, get gas and some food etc. Been running myself hard so I was starving, dehydrated and all that. Waiting for the pisser, grabbed the handle and I started siezing out. Thank god my buddy was right there and cradled me while I was thrashing. He's been in the medical biz for over 20 years but that's not the point.
Get tossed in a bambulance, disoriented as fuck and get sent to the ER. Ran some tests, then released me. Me being me, I Uber'd back to get the van. Since it was still on E, had to get gas. Pull it around since they moved it, get out, and had another fucking seizure at the same place. Go back to the ER, and they held me this time most of the weekend. Had an MRI and EEG, MRI came back good and have a follow up in a month with the neurologist. I have since, lost my job due to the obvious. I'm out of work, not quite broke, have job opportunities but I can't drive due to the above, and also lack of wheels.
So I'm sweating this, and just need to kind of vent. I do, and don't, know what to do. Rent will be due, I need to eat, and I just want to yell FUCK THE NIGGERS and go out blazing, but I can't and won't. Not my style. So this will have to do. Thanks for reading. Troll away, but if you have any words of wisdom, encouragement, etc, I'm all ears. I haven't been quite this screwed in awhile. I'll survive, but this fucking sucks. Fucking jews.