Posted by: deadgrl5676
Posting time: 4.8 years ago on 2/15/2016 9:23:24 AM
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Archived Just thinking (Suicide)
submitted 4.8 years ago by deadgrl5676
Technically I have five years to decide if I actually want to continue on with this shit-tastic life I've been given. Forty is when I always planned on dying. Lately I have been contemplating on whether or not dying sooner is a more appealing option. Before you bitch, here are my reasons:
I was never wanted to begin with being that my mother left me in a hotel room when I was an infant to die.
Since then, I've been passed around like a used rag doll from family to family during the part of my childhood when stability was the most important thing.
I am beyond broken no matter how hard I try to pretend I am not.
I am done pretending like my oxygen intake is more important than others. You all at least have family and friends who you know and trust beyond anything else.
This is already a decision that I made years ago...I'm just trying to figure out if sooner or later is a better option.
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[–] adamwoken 0 points 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) 4.8 years ago
there's a lot to do in 5 years
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[–] adamwoken ago
there's a lot to do in 5 years