being at .08 bac i can feel totally sober after a good binge. and now im trying to lower bac down and maintain so i dont go thru bad withdrawls. think of your worse "hangover" times it by 50, then there is the insomnia, and lack of appetite
dont drink like me, and i dont know how old ya are but it gets harder on your body. Ive lost count of how many times i went thru withdrawls, the past 10 months each one is different
the first time i really tried on a one to ten scale 10/10 look up alcohol withdrawals, i hit everyone of them. I was so scared i tried to call the police but i couldn't use my phone from shaking so hard, no i could walk down my stairs cause my legs were giving out. in 4 days i maybe like 5 hours of sleep, i was so weak i said fuck it i have to drink something. l;ike, i cant just fucking stop drinking its a major thing if i dont ween off
dont even make me go into my water glasses.
im open about this in case someone else is curious, not looking for a pity party i'll get there eventually