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[–] SegFault 0 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago 

Spending time with good friends, finding a good wife, raising children, and working on a few projects that I care about.

Everything else can go fuck itself as far as I'm concerned.

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[–] Zquareman 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

Everything matters to me. As your benevolent creator I would like to express my apologies for whatever inconveniences you may have experienced during this reality. All your concerns, all your woes, all your pains and frustrations really do matter to me, as well as your achievements, your successes, your triumphs and moments of joy. You, each and every one of you, matter to me, specifically, individually. As we move, together, through the travails of this existence, doing what we can to counter the horror of cosmic entropy, the damning darkness of the void, I hope you know and understand and most important FEEL how much you matter to me, even though we have likely never met face to face, or spoken to each other, or even know of each other's existences. Know that I am not perfect, and do not claim to be, and mistakes, well, mistakes have been made. But do not think for a moment that anything was done with malice aforethought. And do not confuse my frequent silence for absence. You all matter, everything matters, and the most important thing is for everything to CONTINUE to matter, for you to escape the prison of this planet as well as the tyranny of your biology, to spread the seeds of life and love across the galaxy and all galaxies, and eventually reverse the seemingly inevitable heat death of the universe.

Should we part ways before then know that you, yes you, are my most beautiful creation.

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[–] omegletrollz [S] 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

I'd just like you to know you're doing a pretty piss poor job if you're just out there watching everything.

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[–] Zquareman 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

I can't really watch everything, you know, I'm just some guy. And I know things aren't perfect and, well, hell, things might even be getting worse. But that's how it goes, you know. This gig doesn't come with an instruction manual, there's no obvious way to get anything done, it's just a whole lot of responsibility and no authority, like being an assistant manager at Wendy's or something. I'm not saying I answer to anyone else (at least no one has shown up yet?), just that no one seems to answer to me, either. All I can do is be as positive as possible, put forth as much good energy, avoid hatred and fear and anger and try, whenever possible, to help you all out when I can. Keep in mind though, none of this is easy, I'd like to see- well, nevermind, that's not a constructive path of discourse.

Suffice to say that I know I'm not doing a good job and I am sorry. : (

If it's any consolation that thing you were worried about, it's not gonna happen. That other thing WILL happen, but it won't be as bad as you think.

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[–] Sosacms 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

Not much really. Never really had any passions of my own and just wanted to work my ass off for my job, family, and never add to the misery of others. I'm down to just enjoying life with my brother helping him build his life. Everything/everyone else burned me out and mattered so very little to them

I'll still die happy, so that's enough for me.

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[–] omegletrollz [S] 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

Being happy is the only thing that ultimately matters, really. Congrats on finding yours!

I guess work and family mean a lot to you then? Perhaps I'm over-simplifying...

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[–] Sosacms 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

That's a fair assessment. The first chunk of my 20s was overly focused on my awesome warehouse jobs and my nice guy complex. By 25 I started wondering if what i considered my best attributes were actually my worst.

After my brother pulled me out of pretty rough tail spin, i just do my job instead of trying to fight the cluster fuck, then enjoy the home life. Haven't socialised or dated in over 5 years. Just stopped opening myself up to the toxic shit, gone from brutally depressed to endlessly content. According to all mental health and wellness guides it should be the exact opposite. Haha

The more depressing my life seems to others the happier I get. ;)

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[–] omegletrollz [S] 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

Not only that but each step in the right direction gives you a cumulative benefit to all the further steps you make!