I guess I do it since It's the only way I can talk about it without any real life consequences. I have never once talked about it in person, and I never will. I could just keep everything in my notebook, but when you keep a huge secret for that long you want to tell someone… it doesn’t really matter who. I’ve mentioned it a few times online before and I always get the same response. Most people think I’m joking around so they don’t take it seriously. Then there are a few people who barely say anything but are lurking and trying to figure everything out about me. It’s kind of creepy. I feel like some people automatically write me off as a troll to maybe stop from thinking about it or feeling bad. “Any vile shit you say doesn't matter because this never happened.” Right after I left the military I would sometimes mention online that I raped women while I was deployed, but I never mentioned how many or any other details. Everyone thought I was joking. Apparently nobody gets murdered. Nobody gets raped. It only happens in movies.
Other people just don’t believe it since there were so many women and I was never arrested, but it was over a span of about 2 years. The rapes were usually weeks apart. I think the main reason why I was never caught was because I never raped any American women. As bad as it sounds, nobody really cares about the women in those shitty middle eastern countries. Even if one of them reported me, I don’t think I’d ever be prosecuted. I’ve heard the women rarely report rapes all since there are negative consequences to reporting it in those shit hole countries. They’re easy targets, and you probably won’t get caught if you don’t kill them. Another reason why I was never caught was probably because I was pretty careful even though I don’t really talk much about those details in my posts.
Years ago when I would talk about this online, I usually did it on a profile where I previously made posts with my first name, my state, and a ton of shit related to my experiences in the military which made people want to dig further. One person found my last name, my Facebook profile, and where I had graduated from college. Nothing ever came of it though since I was never contacted about it. So I’ve obviously learned that people online are pretty fucking creepy. When I mostly talk about the details of the rapes and very little of anything else, it keeps me pretty damn anonymous in case it ever turns into a witch hunt. Obviously nobody else but me and the girls I raped know what happened during the rapes, so when I talk about too much outside of that, people always want to dig deeper to find more info. The more identifying details I give, the more people want to find I guess.
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[–] mrMRPG ago
how can you call people creepy for digging you up after you confess to raping not only over 20 women, but children under 10 among those. the most I can think of you is that you are a psychopath, and you are obviously dangerous because you yourself are retelling how you raped multiple people. You need to be caught and put under arrest somewhere where you can't hurt anyone. I don't wish you anything like pain or suffering, but you are a threat to society and you need to be contained. all people like you need to be locked up.