I have suffered from depression and anxiety for most of my life, with recurrent suicidal tendencies. 2-3 years ago had some major life stressors, and basically I suffered a major nervous breakdown, which basically destroyed my career.
Have had extreme difficulty finding support from anyone. I am struggling with extreme loneliness, which compounds the whole issue.
Around the same time, I found the Q movement, which gave me something to hold onto.
But, I am burned out, and am having a lot of difficulty from life. My depression and anxiety are continued, with little improvement. I tried SSRIs (last resort), but all it did was lead to increased weight gain, which made me more depressed. I also began drinking heavily, which was the only thing that made me feel good.
I have never really had anyone to talk to about these things. I feel that things are going downhill for me. Time keeps moving on, little is improving, I am getting older, losing my hair, and becoming more and more isolated.
So I am taking a break from all of this. Not sure when I will return. Thanks, please pray for me and wish me luck, I need it a lot
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[–] 20628920? ago (edited ago)
Lots of stuff is improving (behind the scene's), but taking some time away to replenish might help you see it, and certainly will re-energize you.
Just a 30 minute meditation session immediately helps to feel revitalized.
If you have spare time and money, maybe take a nice trip to nature?
Or a Peruvian jungle Ayahuasca Shaman session, now that would really be a life changing adventure for sure!
Ayahuasca!
As God says, spend enough time with Him so that He may fill up your spirit entirely.
Which means, find what makes you feel good and gives you energy, and do it long enough. While doing so, the Holy spirit will fill your and re-plentiful your spirit!
Said a prayer for you that you might be able to hear, see, feel and find the way to the life that God has in mind for you!
WWG1WGA