I have suffered from depression and anxiety for most of my life, with recurrent suicidal tendencies. 2-3 years ago had some major life stressors, and basically I suffered a major nervous breakdown, which basically destroyed my career.
Have had extreme difficulty finding support from anyone. I am struggling with extreme loneliness, which compounds the whole issue.
Around the same time, I found the Q movement, which gave me something to hold onto.
But, I am burned out, and am having a lot of difficulty from life. My depression and anxiety are continued, with little improvement. I tried SSRIs (last resort), but all it did was lead to increased weight gain, which made me more depressed. I also began drinking heavily, which was the only thing that made me feel good.
I have never really had anyone to talk to about these things. I feel that things are going downhill for me. Time keeps moving on, little is improving, I am getting older, losing my hair, and becoming more and more isolated.
So I am taking a break from all of this. Not sure when I will return. Thanks, please pray for me and wish me luck, I need it a lot
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[–] 20628902? ago (edited ago)
OP.. come on? No Pitty Parties? This is the greatest movement in human history, those who fought the 2nd world war and lost their lives deserve the respect of a continued tenacity from our generation. Patience combined with wisdom is A powerful weapon the Democrats don’t have. They are sensory/pleasure seeking people, patience is not a virtue many in the Democratic Party have?
Go volunteer for the Republican Party and seek out the candidates who share your values or help primary the Rhino Republicans and help Trump and the Q movement. Help register voters, etc.... knowledge is power, help educate, but be wise how you do it.