I have suffered from depression and anxiety for most of my life, with recurrent suicidal tendencies. 2-3 years ago had some major life stressors, and basically I suffered a major nervous breakdown, which basically destroyed my career.
Have had extreme difficulty finding support from anyone. I am struggling with extreme loneliness, which compounds the whole issue.
Around the same time, I found the Q movement, which gave me something to hold onto.
But, I am burned out, and am having a lot of difficulty from life. My depression and anxiety are continued, with little improvement. I tried SSRIs (last resort), but all it did was lead to increased weight gain, which made me more depressed. I also began drinking heavily, which was the only thing that made me feel good.
I have never really had anyone to talk to about these things. I feel that things are going downhill for me. Time keeps moving on, little is improving, I am getting older, losing my hair, and becoming more and more isolated.
So I am taking a break from all of this. Not sure when I will return. Thanks, please pray for me and wish me luck, I need it a lot
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[–] 20628454? 3 points 21 points 24 points (+24|-3) ago
Dood, smoke some weed, spend time in nature with animals. Don't take life seriously it's a fucking game show. Good luck buddy.
[–] 20631614? 1 point 4 points 5 points (+5|-1) ago
OP, DO NOT start taking drugs (weed). It induces a mind altering state and is bad for your spiritual health. Instead go to a church, read the bible and pray. God can help you out of the hole. I'm almost exactly like you, ssri, weight, hair fleeing, etc.
I'm talking from experience. I'll pray for you.
[–] 20628939? 1 point 3 points 4 points (+4|-1) ago (edited ago)
There is a reason those of us how move past the black pill embrace the concept of Clown World. You can choose to focus on the negativity in the world and become depressed or you can choose to step back and laugh at the absurdity of it all.
[–] 20630339? ago
God I love this response. Perfectly said.
[–] 20628930? 6 points -6 points 0 points (+0|-6) ago
Nah, weed will encourage his depression. He should go up. Smoke mass amounts of crystal meth or crack.