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[–] Phat_Michael [S] 1 point 0 points (+1|-1) ago 

I don't know what to do. Going outside, going to work leads to constant pain. I am so afraid of people. I've always been alone, and I wanted a relationship for a while, but when I realized I cannot perform in a job, I realized.I cannot hold up my end of a relationship. I see couples and I think of how lonely I am and I am always teased. I keep cutting myself as I hate myself, I hate myself more than anything. I want to die but I'm so scared, I've been hospitalized several times but they never help as I'm still always alone to deal with every problem by myself, to fight with all types of people who bully me for being different. I can't stand any more pain. I want to go out and do something as it's my day off but I don't enjoy anything, I have no appetite, and when I put down money for anything imdulgent I feel so guilty as I've always been poor. Please, I'd appreciate any help, I feel so cold and lonely. I want to cry but I can't as I can't with my roomates, one of whom I've had to fight. I can't keep living, people who can't work must be killed

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