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[–] imback 1 points 4 points (+5|-1) ago 

Thanks. Just found out a few minutes ago that he had already OD'ed in the past year with another friend who had administered narcan. Also just found out that he died alone. I'm upset that he didn't learn a lesson the first time but I know how this shit is. Still upset. Very upset. He was like a brother for a time.

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[–] SirJiggzalot [S] 0 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago 

Sorry ! Hope you can work through your grief.

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[–] imback 1 points 0 points (+1|-1) ago 

The weirdest thing is that the day he died I thought about him. Had the usual thoughts, how is he doing, hope he's staying strong etc. Then a new thought popped into my head, people make their own choices, if he's not doing well it's up to him and perhaps he is just not destined for what I wish he'd have. Just like that the responsibility I once felt for him left me. I realized he was an adult and it was up to him. Sounds simple but the timing was profound I found out that evening he died. It's really helping to not carry that extra burden of responsibility around. Still feel like I lost a brother though.