I don't want to fight but I can and I've been getting ready. I hate the idea. I want to start a business. But I am an American and I'll defend my country.
The thing is the way I've seen people react to rona has me very disheartened. Alllll that bullshit I've heard all my life about people standing up for freedom and no step on snek was just false. Almost everyone complies. I see my fellow Americans and I think you people don't deserve freedom because you won't stand up for freedom.
I see a lot of people out wearing face masks buying shit for their trucks and jeeps and I'm sure they have a lot of guns but I have zero doubt they would get steam rolled in any kind of fight because they couldn't run a mile to save their life and I doubt they practice very seriously. They believe they will just defend their own little McMansion in the burbs but in reality in any serious conflict they're going to get fucking annihilated.
Why do I want any part of that? They can't even be bothered to not wear a god damn face mask and I'm going to risk my life for them. I don't fucking know. This isn't the country it once was. At best I would fight to keep the forces of evil at bay even though I would be defending these weak selfish fucks.