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[–] Phantom42 0 points 4 points (+4|-0) ago 

You're starting to see the guy as who he is. Not a shill, not a prick, just honest and worn down by the hellfire.

I embraced it. He learned from it. Eventually, I will end up as he is, though much quieter. I'm not one for writing books or issuing well-thought out arguments to people who are rather questionable in character.

I shall burn, and burn away. Skil is simply smoldering. Such is the nature of hellfire, though it has varying effects. When it's over and I head up to the Boss (You know, that God guy we like? Kinda put us here?), it's my intention to become what amounts to a Black Knight up there. There will be a war in Heaven, and it will require soldiers.

My spirit, though Saved, is certainly broken as I'm sure you've inferred with your interactions with me. There is admittedly nothing much to me but pain, anger, guilt, and fear. I embraced these things several years ago in order to keep myself alive, because ya boi here was thinking about making an early exit.

Anyhow, I am fucking terrified of Heaven. In a way, moreso than Hell. Hell, I at least know what's going to happen. I can think of dozens of thousands of scenarios. Heaven... I've not a clue. It's a place with no pain, or sadness, generally negative things, right? Well, what happens to those who made such things a part of themselves, due to circumstance? Not bad enough for Hell, but too corrupted for Heaven?

Perhaps I may still be of some use as a "Black Knight" of the Lord, standing behind the Angel of Death as the coming war in Heaven ensues.

But after that... I will have no purpose. No struggle. No source of pain, or anger, nothing at all. I'll end up just fucking off to my own corner of the Heavenverse where nobody can find me while I look on and see everyone having a blast. I couldn't blame them, paradise is rather nice. But... I don't know. Hell, to you what I'm saying must sound like some oddly cryptic bullshit from a stupid kid, lol... Maybe I just fell for my own bullshit, thinking God would ever give a damn about me when there are worse things going on. Running a universe and all that beyond would be quite the headache I imagine. Can't say I envy him.

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[–] TradMan 0 points 1 point (+1|-0) ago 

I am fucking terrified of Heaven. ... what happens to those who made such things a part of themselves, due to circumstance?

We have all been made into monsters, that's been my path as well. We are monsters, and must be. We have a terrible purpose to serve: bearing the light in a time of darkness.

We must also be men, husbands, and fathers. That is absolutely a path available to us, it's the design.

An enemy is defeated when you have broken his will to continue fighting. The contest within you, and earlier I, is purpose and truth versus what's been put inside of you.

We haven't surrendered or broken (fully), we carry the strength for those who can't. Women, weaker men, the innocent and those that ignorantly hate you.

You are a hero of your people on a very difficult journey. You are precious, valued, and desperately needed. Walk the path.

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[–] CapinBoredface 0 points 1 point (+1|-0) ago 

@Tallest_Skil is a stupid edge lord that plagiarized his way to a book that no one reads because he keeps trying to sell it to people who already know.

He’s a scared little bitch that has removed himself from society while claiming to do his part to help.

He has given up on life but expects people to follow his example.

He’s worse than a kike. He’s worse than a nigger.

He’s a loser that thinks he’s winning.

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[–] Tallest_Skil 1 point 1 point (+2|-1) ago 

And what’s funny is that you refuse to so much as post your own ideological standing on any topic, much less prove wrong a single word I've said.

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[–] Seventh_Jim 1 point 0 points (+1|-1) ago 

My dad taught me something a long, long time ago:

Its a small man that will try to use someone's hurting against them. Don't make friends with those kinds.

Its stuck with me. Why don't you fuck off.

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[–] Intrixina ago 

Use that hellfire to forge yourself into something better, that you want.

Those fuckwits who try to drag you down have nothing, and are trying to overcompensate for their nothingness. Chin up.

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[–] Phantom42 ago 

Use that hellfire to forge yourself into something better, that you want.

I'm chipping away at it, don't worry. It's slow, but war is too (contrary to popular belief and Hollywood movies).

Those fuckwits who try to drag you down have nothing, and are trying to overcompensate for their nothingness.

Ah, a fellow man of culture who uses "fuckwits". Or is it woman? I mean, I can't think of a name where -ina would be used by a guy.

Chin up.

Well yeah, how else would I show off my glorious German jawline? :P