I got redpilled last year by Sam Hyde. Spent the rest of the year so angry I couldn’t think straight, made a drastic move and lost pretty much all of my friends.
Now here’s the thing. I was an underground musician where I used to live. And I had a very diverse fan base. My music was perceived to be very leftist though to me it was more about people buying into false narratives and railing against the oligarchy.
I haven’t released anything since. But I’ve made ALOT of music. Particularly I have this album I’ve been sitting on for months. It’s pretty intensely nationalist, borderline nazi at points, hyper-critical of blacks and it even names the Jew once or twice.
My fan base has no idea where my heads at now. I’ve been working up the courage to release this thing for months. Constantly rearranging it and changing songs. I guess I’m worried that people are gonna be hurt. most of them need to hear this shit, But I know a couple people that might just feel betrayed.
I always had a lot of black friends and fans. my music attracted all types and a lot of them are waiting for this album. I’m scared if I’m being honest. I want to express what I’m feeling and I want to shine a light on the evil and hypocrisy of blacks, Jews, feminists, trans, everyone. But I don’t know.
I’m just looking for advice. I’m basically gonna very publicly out myself. This could be bad for me and my loved ones.
Mostly I’m concerned morally as a growing Christian.
Edit: Holy shit. This post blew up. Ok I’m gonna try to respond to a lot of the comments here and see if I can drop a covert link or two. Wow, thanks for all the advice guys.
Edit 2: Everyone is making sense. Even the guy that called me a faggot and told me to kill myself. That’s a solid point and I have definitely considered it. Some people are saying releasing this music is the dumbest thing I could ever do. Meanwhile the Music’s just piling up, the album I’m talking about is just the tip of the iceberg. I feel like once the dam breaks it’s all just gonna come out. And honestly as an artist this feels like constipation at this point.
Final edit: I just want to thank everyone for their advice and criticism. This has been extremely illuminating and has helped me to understand some of my own issues with all of this. Also voat is pretty amazing, I’ve never experienced so many people genuinely giving a shit about a complete strangers circumstance before. God bless you all and God bless voat.