I don't know how people will receive this question, but I've made some hard mistakes in the past regarding drugs and leading my life to a stagnation point for that and other reasons, and I've come out of it only to realize and learn some scary and awe-inspiring stuff about myself and the world surrounding me.
It's a big story and I don't want to bother you with it, mainly because I'm interested in your story or life-lessons, but if I can at least teach something from my life so far, is that happy moments, joyful moments (as small as they are) do count. Those are the moments you'll recall whenever you need shelter and they are good luggage to carry, but do never get stuck those small moments in the past. Your life has already started, you don't have to wait for anything in particular to start living it the best you possibly can.
Anyway, if I haven't lost you already, I'd like to hear your story and any advice you'd like to give to someone who might be in similar situations and dead ends as you once were.
Also please don't be afraid to post just because you think you are too young thus having little life experience, everyone experiences life in a different way, you may just be older than you think!
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[–] Laika [S] ago
I know what you mean, my brain sometimes also stops and tries to grab some of the most uncomfortable objects I can manage to drop.