This is a memory i have from when I must have been about 4. It was in the morning before preschool. Two female relatives from my mom's side were staying with us. I dont remember which ones. I just remember they were undressing me and i kept trying to pull my shirt down over my penis to keep it from them. I also remember feeling sick like something was wrong for the rest of that morning at preschool.
Not sure if this has anything to do with it but i started masturbating very young like around 3rd grade. Also around 3rd grade i started fantisizing about incest. As soon as I found out what sex was I wanted to try it with my mom and I also wished that i had a sister purely because i liked the idea of having sex with a sister.
Today I still am into incest but also the range of ages I am attracted to has not really changed much since 3rd grade. Luckily I have a very petite double A cup gf who is pretty much into any kind of role playing with no limits at all so we act out all the various things im into quite frequently and I don't see any problems in my daily life unless you consider my parafilias a problem.
Does this sound like it might have been more than just changing my clothes in the morning and is there any way I can find out what happened?
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[–] welcome_to_voat ago
Maybe a GOOD therapist can help.
[–] juicedidwtc [S] 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
therapists are expensive though and I really only want to know out of curiosity. Like I said i really dont have any symptoms beyond a few paraphilias that aren't really negative to me since I have a gf who is well suited to them.