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[–] 6817830 0 points 6 points (+6|-0) ago 

you gave in to the temptation. 90 days eis enough to break any physical addiction it was all mental. but now its physical again.

like consciously. doing something we know is bad for us but doing it anyways. a part knows

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[–] 6817815 0 points 6 points (+6|-0) ago 

Will you get addicted to the high? Anything can become a poison if you have too much of it.

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[–] 6817869 0 points 3 points (+3|-0) ago 

a normal person doesn't have the desire to even want to get high, much less the joy you experience in looking forward to your chemical inebriation.

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[–] 6818610 0 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago 

Is it normal to drink until intoxication?

GTFO with your relativistic drug views, the absolute majority of people prefer and habitualy take a drug that is objectively one of the most damaging drugs - alcohol.

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[–] 6818612 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) ago 

you sound like a drug abuser.

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[–] 6818990 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

Right. That's why it has been a part of human history from the beginning, exists in every culture, and millions do so on the daily. WTF are you on about tard?

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[–] 6822355 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) ago 

Right. That's why it has been a part of human history from the beginning, exists in every culture, and millions do so on the daily. WTF are you on about tard?

Use is not the same as misuse.

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[–] 6825919 0 points 0 points (+0|-0) ago 

"A normal person" does not really communicate anything. Also the majority of people I have met have the desire to get high.

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[–] 6818449 0 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago 

Same with me, was clean half a year, but just couldn't do it. There is no joy in life. I remember when I was a child, the world was big, magical, mysterious. Now it is just endless grey. I can not even regain my former gaming addiction. I stare at a wall most of the time. Even most drugs do nothing for me. I tried ordering U-47700, a heroin substitute... Never done opiates before in my life, so tolerance isn't an issue. The drug did nothing for me. Itchy, numb, no pain, very small pupils, but no euphoria, no hapiness. I instantly threw the drug away. When even drugs aren't enjoyable, what's the point? I feel like a piece of my soul is missing. I should've never started antidepressants, it all went downhill after that.

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[–] 6818319 0 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago 

I've actually never done drugs, but had a similar experience. Left military, wanted nothing more than to smoke some weed once I got out. Bought a some edibles legally and brought them back to my house. I just couldn't do it... I knew deep down that I was just looking for an escape. Looking for a fix to my problems. I just let myself get depressed for a while. Went through a really weird and rough patch, but started to realize simple things like If Im feeling sad it's for a reason. Medicating it, doesn't fix the problem, it just masks the sadness. I had a problem and needed to face my problems and try to fix them. I feel like a different person. Started getting really deep into philosophy and politics and economics. Started college and working towards my degree. Work out all the time now.

I had probably read 10 books in my entire lifetime up to that point. Was the type of person who floated by highschool and didn't learn much. In the last year alone, I've been over a full time student for two semester and have read about 20 additional books. My brain was just starving for information all those years and I was filling it with garbage, alcohol, and day dreams.

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[–] 6819718 [S] 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

Haven't seen very many positive reports on IV IPH, do you have experience with it?

There's a few domestic clear net vendors, I used Purple Ghost Chems.

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[–] 6819515 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

what is Isopropylphenidate?

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[–] 6819618 [S] 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

It's a functional stimulant similar in effects to methylphenidate. Not much in the way of euphoria, more of a "sit down and focus, get shit done" kind of chem. I'm more or less using it to treat ADHD.

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[–] 6817970 0 points 1 points (+1|-0) ago 

well , giving your body a break and time to rejuvenate is good.