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[–] 18040460? ago 

so basically you lack confidence?

how old are you?

my advice it change your life, get some money together and fucking move.

when you move it gives you the ability to reinvent yourself, nobody knows you, what your past is, what your social status was in the place you left. it's a fresh start. keep moving until something clicks.

one thing i don't understand about people is they routinely tread water in waters they fucking hate instead of trying to swim to an island….if your life is shit and you hate it you better be fucking moving some how some why, either by changing you physical location or changing yourself….remaining static when your life is shit is on you and is your failure.

unless you are totally happy and secure you should never rest, you should always be changing and adapting and moving forward in some shape or form….life is as easy as it ever has been and that's part of the problem, we forgot that it is in our nature and demanded of us that we must constantly be adapting and improvising….think of us in our natural state, bunch of faggots in the woods trying to survive, staying still and not constantly adapting to the climate and situations was fucking instant death, it still death today, you're just not going to die of starvation or hypothermia overnight, you're going to die slow and anguishing mental death of being alone and unhappy…

i was lucky, i was able to grow up half way between suburb life and country life, suburb and city life is one of the most soul crushing experiences i've ever had and my whole family baring my mom,dad, and sister were killed before i was 20 leaving me as the soul surviving heir to our bloodline….1,957 years of traceable linage resting on my shoulders to carry on at the age of 20…..that was an easy weight to bear compared to having to live in the cities or suburbs….get the fuck out man, get the fuck out while you can, as you get old your sphere of possibilities shrink, people give young men of merit opportunities, not so much for middle aged men like myself, i'm ok because i took my own advice and moved all over the country and the world in my 20's and found my home….i took those opportunities both created by me for putting myself in the right place and given to me for being who i am…you need to make yourself like this and you need to keep moving until you find an environment you fit in….be trust worthy,be a hard worker, be confident, it really isn't hard to succeed and have a good life, it really isn't, people just keep trying the same things that have never worked for them and wonder why they keep getting the same results….break the pattern anon. break your patterns.