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[–] 17789557? ago 

Been lifting and dieting for half a year. I've dropped 40 pounds, am stronger than I was in high school. Still smoke, but it's down to 2 cigs a day organic tobacco with non-fiberglass filters and even then I can run a 9 minute mile as a warmup. Trying to cut porn. Went almost 4 months then fell off the wagon.

Feels decent, but now I have such a cold and bitter hatred of the things around me. Even moreso than before. It's like I discovered another layer of filth, and I cant stand it. It's to the point where I work out as a form of meditation.

Going on a vacation soon though. Camping, hiking, fishing, horseback riding. Im really looking forward to it

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[–] 17790229? ago 

Also sat down and read The Grapes of Wrath for the first time. Brutal stuff. Makes you realize how similar things are today, but horrifyingly more refined