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[–] 17789525? ago 

>>13051911

Thanks, buds, sometimes this is still a magical place. Well, the results were only confirmed today. My child died 4-5 weeks ago, and will be unceremoniously sucked via a plastic tube into probably a garbage bag or some shit. I can only really say that inwardly I am very angry at the situation, while outwardly trying to remain something positively stoic.

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[–] 17789551? ago 

Sorry to hear that anon. You'll make it through this and grow stronger.

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[–] 17789549? ago 

I cannot say I will pray for you in this moment for I am not a worshipper of the semetic gods nor a follower of our European pantheons. But I do mourn for your loss as a fellow brother.

Science would tell you it's merely a group of cells. The semetic religions would tell it was merely "the childs time". Both are liars who distill such a thing into a simpletons way of thinking. It was a part of you, an was an indefinable creation of the union between you and the woman you love. Your approach of stoic strength is the hardest path to follow. It is also the most wisest and noble and will see you through to the other side. The only other thing I can offer is use that anger to hone your strength, let it be a test of your resolve, of your ability to control and focus it where needed. All I can say is don't let it consume you, it must be a tool to be used, not something that controls you instead.

Words come cheap, especially in a moment of reflection when shrouded by mourning but for what it is worth know there are those of us who will always be willing to share the weight with you. You will be a father some day, it may not be this day but it will happen. Thus when it does we will celebrate with you, continents and oceans apart. But for this moment we stand with you in this moment of sadness.