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[–] 17684720? ago 

Stop begging firstly, it's demeaning and does you no favours. Explain why exactly your so alone first, in honest terms.

As an aside, if you act this desperately around women you will automatically repulse them, women seek a combination of kindness, leadership and strength in a man. Get a grip and lay out your situation.

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[–] 17685341? ago 

I guess I'll start from early on, in elementary school ~20% of the entire school was white, the rest was mostly asian, latino, black, etc. So I had very little opportunity to naturally socialize in a healthy and meaningful way early on, which of course stunted my social no, I did not want to socialize with the "other" kids, I was openly doing roman salutes at this age without fully understanding what it "meant" . This later on transferred to middle and high school as the demographics were relatively consistent, and so I kept going through life never having advanced beyond a second graders level of social skills. It probably didn't help that I moved schools several time and was an aspie. Even while growing up, In hindsight, I had several opportunities to socialize and make friends/girlfriends, but I was totally unaware in almost all of them, I had a "girlfriend" once but that failed miserably shortly after. I've held a few job since leaving school but none of them ever stick for very long, and in public whenever I even SEE a girl that is attractive, I get hot and flustered, and so most times I'm rushing around with my eyes straight forward to avoid eye contact with anyone.

I've been like this for as long as I can remember, I feel so drained. And I having a sneaking suspicion that (((someone))) may have purposefully intended for me to be socially stunted, but I can't be sure. I've just been so isolated for so long, I feel like I've evolved into a different species, as if I sing a different song from all the other birds, as if my feather can't fly with theirs. I just want some kind of acceptance. In all honesty if this all keeps up I may find myself dead within a few short years, which I would rather not do.

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[–] 18040460? ago 

so basically you lack confidence?

how old are you?

my advice it change your life, get some money together and fucking move.

when you move it gives you the ability to reinvent yourself, nobody knows you, what your past is, what your social status was in the place you left. it's a fresh start. keep moving until something clicks.

one thing i don't understand about people is they routinely tread water in waters they fucking hate instead of trying to swim to an island….if your life is shit and you hate it you better be fucking moving some how some why, either by changing you physical location or changing yourself….remaining static when your life is shit is on you and is your failure.

unless you are totally happy and secure you should never rest, you should always be changing and adapting and moving forward in some shape or form….life is as easy as it ever has been and that's part of the problem, we forgot that it is in our nature and demanded of us that we must constantly be adapting and improvising….think of us in our natural state, bunch of faggots in the woods trying to survive, staying still and not constantly adapting to the climate and situations was fucking instant death, it still death today, you're just not going to die of starvation or hypothermia overnight, you're going to die slow and anguishing mental death of being alone and unhappy…

i was lucky, i was able to grow up half way between suburb life and country life, suburb and city life is one of the most soul crushing experiences i've ever had and my whole family baring my mom,dad, and sister were killed before i was 20 leaving me as the soul surviving heir to our bloodline….1,957 years of traceable linage resting on my shoulders to carry on at the age of 20…..that was an easy weight to bear compared to having to live in the cities or suburbs….get the fuck out man, get the fuck out while you can, as you get old your sphere of possibilities shrink, people give young men of merit opportunities, not so much for middle aged men like myself, i'm ok because i took my own advice and moved all over the country and the world in my 20's and found my home….i took those opportunities both created by me for putting myself in the right place and given to me for being who i am…you need to make yourself like this and you need to keep moving until you find an environment you fit in….be trust worthy,be a hard worker, be confident, it really isn't hard to succeed and have a good life, it really isn't, people just keep trying the same things that have never worked for them and wonder why they keep getting the same results….break the pattern anon. break your patterns.

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[–] 17699179? ago 

We all suffered some kind of childhood trauma, else we wouldn't be here. I was the only white kid at my primary school and continued to be shunned and bullied throughout my schooling. I still manage to get laid.

How PHYSICALLY attractive are you? Be brutally honest.

Tall chads with large traps and nice faces don't have a problem getting girlfriends, even if they're full aspies.

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[–] 17685344? ago 

Your a son of Europe surrounded by a mosaic of degeneracy and worthlessness of what the (((tribe))) have deemed "culture". You're as lost as all of us have been at some point or another. You're expected to "fit in" with this age of pestilence and only allowed to aim so far in your life, never to consider control of your own fate. Chemically treated food filled with preservatives and countless other vile things leave a man lethargic. Media makes a man shiftless and worthless, his senses set upon by countless things distractions vying for his attention giving him no moment of clarity or focus. Our women are told to be whores and to simply live "for the moment", never to appreciate the beauty and grace of being a mother, a wife and the creation of a lasting legacy. We ourselves are forced to become atomised individuals, connections with what few kin around us being tenous at best, the rare deeper connection of either brotherhood or romantic love seeming almost impossible to ascertain. You are a target of the (((tribe))). You must rise above it.

The question is as to how. How does one rise above the encroaching shadows, to bring a beacon to dispel the darkness. It all starts with you. Your strength, or to be more precise, your will. Your will to change your form, to bend your future to your liking, to stand above it all banner aloft and let your spirit be set aflame with the pride and power of our people. You seek a woman, you seek to build a future of your own, then you must be the one to march, arm in arm with brothers who are on the same path. In doing so, in becoming greater you will be seen as a man by your compatriots and a potential husband by the opposite sex.

I'm assuming your possibly American so mayhaps listen to the words of those who did not leave the shores of my now blighted isles, a son of Albion. As an American you are a son of Europe, a child whose forefathers forged a nation out of dirt, who struggled and become the very epitome of the European spirit. A struggle against disease, against famine, against vile scalping natives and the very elements of nature herself. Your forefathers prevailed thus the light of wisdom and will, the beacon of hope and victory of those before you passes on to you. What is required is to not merely garner a deeper understanding of your history from sources not tainted by semetic thinking but to take pride in the glory of such an incredible achievement. Find inspiration in greater men, be them Martin Luthor Pierce, Commander Rockwell, mayhaps even Sir Mosley, a man I am particuarly fond of for reasons I imagine are obvious. Read their works. Understand their goals and their dreams for our people, for every free man of Europe. We are told to fear them, to despise them as and yet their works speak of no supremecy, merely a dream of a free people, the sons of Europa unshackled from the self destructive altruism that is killing us.

Your isolation is a combination of things. A realisation the world is sick, at least the Western world. Our lands flooded with the outsider, our leaders corrupted by all that glitters and above it all sits a room of hook nosed men enjoying your every moment of suffering, their laughter muted so as not to awaken the beast their slowly killing. It is a lonely path. We all have so few places to turn, fear of letting our loved ones know what is happening and them turning against us, fear of upsetting the status quo. But it is that fear that isolates you, that weakens you. (((They))) want you fearful, want you isolated and thinking of yourself as an "aspie" as you put it.

The key to defeating the loneliness, to banishing the poisons within is to realise the duty before you. It is not simply to consume and live quietly hoping that the encroaching diversity ignores your little corner. It is not fleeing to some far flung land abandoning our homes, the very soil which great men died to protect and forge into something fit for their sons and daughters. It is to become more. To become the Overman. To combine the knowledge of our forefathers with the honed power of a true Man of Europe. It is Will and Will alone that will save you. So choose, will you stand tall as a guiding light to those around you or will you buckle and fall into the shadows of self flaggelation. One path leads to victory, the other oblivion. No one will come to save you, will come to save any of us. We must save ourselves.