It's so hard to not masturbate on itself (I did 14 days max) but porn is also extremely tempting, even though I know it's a Jewish Psy-Ops trying to brainwash me.
At least, I know that it's extremely bad for me, that is masturbation alone, pornography alone and masturbation + pornography together.
How do they do it, how do they hook people so easily with their satanic Sex Matrix which control people and destroy their sexual morals, makes them blind, makes their soul and their eyes cloaked in shadow and makes us weak and easily manipulable ?
I mean, Hell, the IDF (Israel Defense Force) broadcasted HARDCORE PORNOGRAPHY in the TV Stations they have seized, and have imposed a day-curfew, and have put snipers everywhere, so that people, the Palestinians, would be forced to stay at home and so…forced to watch the TV with hardcore porn to demoralize them and to engage at psychological engineering warfare against them.
Even we I know all of that, it's still SO hard, the Devil is tempting me and it's hard to fight it. I don't understand, I know it's evil, I know I don't like masturbating or pornography and I know that if I masturbate and ejaculate, that I will be miserable, energy-less, and depressed. So why I struggle with it ?
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Because it pulls at your heart OP.
Sex is intimately intertwined with your desire to be fully and unconditionally loved and accepted perfectly.
To say no to sex often feels like to say no to the other thing as well.
The hard truth of life is that sex is empty and it's only value is in producing offspring or as an expression of earnest love towards another. Sex as pleasure is only satisfying for a short while and once you hit a certain age it will no longer be interesting, in fact it will probably become a burden.
My advice? Master your dick before it masters you, use your sexuality as a tool of love, and don't be enslaved by your desires. This is all very hard to do, but if you keep on your current path you will naturally experience a decrease in pleasure that your derive from sex and an increase of self-loathing.
Focus on building loving relationships with people around you (both men and women) and find that special someone with whom you can share your burden, have some babies while you're at it too.
Also, don't racemix, because it's adultery.