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[–] 17200135? ago 

The bullying you experience at school sounds like some sort of social experiment. Especially since the counselor also didn't give a fuck about how you were feeling. She was merely reporting the results of the experiment, and probably glad they managed to fuck you up.

This whole thing reminds me of our situation in society now. Others are doing the bullying (raping, violence), but conservative White men get blamed for being disruptive (racist, evil, violent).

THAT'S IT! THAT'S MY ENTIRE EARLY SCHOOL YEARS!

Even my parents described it as "they only see your reaction" at the time, never doubting when I described the bullying aimed at me. Yet only I was ever punished, the bullies just got away with it. Every fucking time. Well, not in the long run, they've since gotten theirs, but at the time… I could understand the school shooters but I saw the school itself as the problem, not my classmates.

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>>12710203

Fuck I never thought about the bullying and discrimination from the teachers

I never recognized it until now. But it happened to me, too.

>>12712346

did anyone have childhood fears of general MK Ultra shit? Every time something like that would come up in a cartoon I would be overcome with absolute fear.

No fear, but, now that I think of it, a bizarre interest in that type of conspiracy theory. My dad let me read all the books I wanted, but I remember somehow knowing to never speak of those. A strange-as-fuck interest for that age, too, now that I think about it.

>>12715036

The way I see it they have one of two goals with "gifted children"

  1. create autistic super soldiers

or

  1. (most likely scenario) they were trying to inhibit those who would have the most potential to be an autistic super soldier.

Or both. Two competing factions. I may have been in a place where the dominant faction kept changing. Sucks to be (((faction 2))) if the leads I've got now pan out. Thanks, Paperclip.

>>12715592

Another theme that was present in these threads was that most of us had a feeling that we were born to become something much greater, to become ubermensch, to reach out for the stars. Then something … changed and we ended up being largely disappointed. Some anons posted theories how we were programmed for space colonization through certain media but something didn't go according to plan.

I think I know that plan and I think I know (((what))) (((changed))) too.