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[–] 16325943? ago 

The bullying you experience at school sounds like some sort of social experiment. Especially since the counselor also didn't give a fuck about how you were feeling. She was merely reporting the results of the experiment, and probably glad they managed to fuck you up.

This whole thing reminds me of our situation in society now. Others are doing the bullying (raping, violence), but conservative White men get blamed for being disruptive (racist, evil, violent).

I went to a regular school here in Finland, so I have no experiences to match yours, but there was some mind fuckery there too. I used be quite good at doing math equations in my head. During tests I would sometimes just write the answer without writing the whole process on the paper, but the teacher said I have to write the whole equation. I thought it was somehow dirty or invasive to show my thinking process on the paper, but I did it. And I guess that wasn't a big deal. But as I said, I was quite good at doing calculations in my head, but they forced me to use a calculator, and eventually it ruined any math talent I used to have. I certainly was never any kind of prodigy in math, and I didn't like math, but I was above average.

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[–] 17200135? ago 

The bullying you experience at school sounds like some sort of social experiment. Especially since the counselor also didn't give a fuck about how you were feeling. She was merely reporting the results of the experiment, and probably glad they managed to fuck you up.

This whole thing reminds me of our situation in society now. Others are doing the bullying (raping, violence), but conservative White men get blamed for being disruptive (racist, evil, violent).

THAT'S IT! THAT'S MY ENTIRE EARLY SCHOOL YEARS!

Even my parents described it as "they only see your reaction" at the time, never doubting when I described the bullying aimed at me. Yet only I was ever punished, the bullies just got away with it. Every fucking time. Well, not in the long run, they've since gotten theirs, but at the time… I could understand the school shooters but I saw the school itself as the problem, not my classmates.

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>>12710203

Fuck I never thought about the bullying and discrimination from the teachers

I never recognized it until now. But it happened to me, too.

>>12712346

did anyone have childhood fears of general MK Ultra shit? Every time something like that would come up in a cartoon I would be overcome with absolute fear.

No fear, but, now that I think of it, a bizarre interest in that type of conspiracy theory. My dad let me read all the books I wanted, but I remember somehow knowing to never speak of those. A strange-as-fuck interest for that age, too, now that I think about it.

>>12715036

The way I see it they have one of two goals with "gifted children"

  1. create autistic super soldiers

or

  1. (most likely scenario) they were trying to inhibit those who would have the most potential to be an autistic super soldier.

Or both. Two competing factions. I may have been in a place where the dominant faction kept changing. Sucks to be (((faction 2))) if the leads I've got now pan out. Thanks, Paperclip.

>>12715592

Another theme that was present in these threads was that most of us had a feeling that we were born to become something much greater, to become ubermensch, to reach out for the stars. Then something … changed and we ended up being largely disappointed. Some anons posted theories how we were programmed for space colonization through certain media but something didn't go according to plan.

I think I know that plan and I think I know (((what))) (((changed))) too.

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[–] 16686865? ago 

The calculator thing is less about making you an idiot or whatever shady shit the GATEniggers were up to and more because the maths becomes less about learning and familiarizing yourself with basic arrithmatic (which is why you got in trouble for using a calculator in primrary school; you needed to intuitively understand + and - and whatnot) and more about different ways to use basic arrithmatic. This means that a) they no longer give a fuck how quickly you can solve 420X69 in your head and b) the class will complete the work faster and therefore learn more by using calculators.

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[–] 16332593? ago 

>>12710203

>>12710331

Thank you for the kind words, anons.

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[–] 16325951? ago 

Back in elementary school, we had a thing called the "Mad Minute" where students were given a sheet of paper with basic arithmetic problems and told to solve as many as the possibly could within 60 seconds. High scores were rewarded with bonus points, and a near-perfect score provided a small bag of candy on the last day of school. In third grade (age 8), before GATE, I was so good at the Mad Minute that the teachers actually had to stop rewarding me with future bags of candy – I had already earned more than I could possibly eat. Fast forward two years later and I could hardly even solve a fifth of the Mad Minute sheets. My mental organization had deteriorated to the point that I had lost the ability to solve most simple math problems with high confidence.

I don't think this is a coincidence.

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[–] 16327277? ago 

tfw was top of class in elementary for math

tfw years later dropped out of highschool, still can't do algebra

what the fuck