It's that time again. It's the time to see how many glow in the dark niggas are on right now.
What is t.avistock? It quote "applies social science to contemporary issues and problems." end quote
But they go farther than that… much farther.
They came up when I first started discussing about Bearenstein/Bearenstain. Something about a bump on the head and proficiency in math.
Well, you came close to the truth last time, let's see what happens this time
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[–] 16324614? ago
I believe that some of the events which transpired during my three years in the GATE program at GCCISD where so psychologically damaging that they permanently inhibited the proper development of my DL-PFC. Before my acceptance into GATE, I was socially well adjusted, reasonably happy and a stellar student. On the FIRST DAY of my GATE class, I was privately denigrated by my teacher and separated from the other students. Within a week, I was being bullied by students my age for the first time in my life. The level of aggression exhibited by my teacher and other students was so severe that in retrospect, it would be easy to believe that it was either orchestrated or advocated by the schools administration. The private harassment from my teacher eventually became open to the class, and I was quickly made into an outright pariah. I was instructed to sit alone in the corner for the entire semester. I was instructed to sit outside of the classroom while reading activities were in session. I was routinely criticized in appearance, hygiene, attitude, etc. by the teacher to the jeering and snickering of my peers. I had no friends. Probably the most damnable behavior expressed by my teacher was purposely taking away my quizzes and exams prematurely, stating that I was "distracting the other students" or "being disruptive" while sitting silently and concentrating on my schoolwork. This actually culminated in her taking away my state-mandated TAAS test during priority testing time and instructing me to sit alone in the gym room for four hours, (an incident that finally convinced my mother to take the problems I was experiencing to the school authorities).
Despite repeated cries for help from school leadership, and even with the direct intervention of my mother, the school was unwilling to take even the most basic steps necessary to remove me from the classroom or chastise the teacher. The school essentially stated that removing me from the GATE class would result in me failing the 4th grade and having to be held back for a year, since the program is somehow inextricably grafted into a students schedule. This pattern continued for over two years before I finally started homeschooling with my father, as I was experiencing suicidal ideation, violent invasive thoughts, and was truant from repeatedly skipping class, but by that point the damage was done. I've experienced paranoia, depression and most importantly, BRAIN FOG, ever since.
There are numerous accounts of surreal occurrences during my years in GATE. First, I was routinely pulled out of class by a counselor, who would play games with me (Bop It, Uno) and ask me questions concerning my experiences in the classroom. Even though I would tell her that I was miserable and considering hurting myself to avoid class time, she would duly note my responses and continue on with a list of more questions. Secondly, I was visited several times by a female scientist who worked with NASA. This scientist was pulling students in the GATE program out of class one by one, and showing them boxes of dirt. She claimed that the dirt in these plastic boxes were lunar soil samples, and that she was instructed to look for bright students who would be interested in working with NASA. While this might sound like a mundane field-trip opportunity for particularly bright kids, it was struck me as peculiar that she selected only a small sample of students from the GATE class, and interviewed them one at a time.
I know this is an absolute monster of a post, but I have more I can talk about if anyone is interested. I'll be around for another couple of hours if anyone has questions concerning my experience.
[–] 16399379? ago
Protip, she wasn't from NASA.
I remember this same kind of weird interview shit from when I was in elementary school sewardanon from archives, kind of funny to see so many of us back here again, except for me it was a random selection of students with intentionally varying abilities - a disabled kid or two, myself and another gifted student, and a few normal kids - who were interviewed by some (((suited guy))). My school was extremely abusive as well, but in different ways, and it wasn't severe in the same way as your experience was. My first grade teacher was the wife of the warden of the state prison across the bay, and honestly she probably could have done his job better than even he did, given how psychotic she was. Cunt wanted to drug me for "ADHD" claiming I was retarded, and my mom immediately threatened a lawsuit because she wasn't actually certified to be a teacher in the first place. My gifted instructor for some reason saw something distinct in me, and separated me from the other four students and put me on an even more advanced course schedule with a lot of self-guided learning; I remember being introduced to physics and biology subjects way beyond my grade level, and was encouraged to speculate about alien life not ayyliums, but actual xenobiology stuff. I also got the typical zener card "memory game" shit that some other anons report from GATE programs, and the same weird questioning using hypotheticals. I was pulled out of there after two years to be homeschooled, but was traumatized for a couple years by some near death experiences I had there, all involving strangling. I recovered from whatever fuckery that happened mostly because I already had redpilled parents, and I'm sorry to hear how badly it's affected you, anon. I suppose at this point, we're all in this together.
[–] 16349292? ago
>>12709688
this makes me think of some "HALO spartan program" type shit, where they steal kids and augment their minds and bodies to be super soldaten. In a cinematic clip from HALO 4 it talks about how the spartans exhibit "mild sociopathic tendencies" and "difficulty in socialization" and "efficient behavior in hazardous situations" and the interrogator guy makes mention that master chief "was at his core, broken" and mentions "lack of basic humanity"
What if all of this media is just subliminal programming? it is
The way I see it they have one of two goals with "gifted children"
or
[–] 16370727? ago
Who's to say they didn't create autistic soldiers that don't question where their orders come from and have all the traits listed?
[–] 16336250? ago
Interesting. I was also in GT at a school in Austin. My parents thought I was very bright, but one of my teachers would consistently get angry at me in her class. I did a lot of dumb kid stuff because I was oblivious that it was bod or did it by accident, but she insisted to my parents that I did it on purpose for attention. They knew I wasn't but they had me take a neuropsych exam to see if I had add or other cognitive disabilities. The report came back that I had add and some other neuro issues but it also said that I tested in the supirior category for intelligence. I can't remember if this was before or after I got into GT. I took their test and fell just short of the border to get in, but my mom pushed for it. Oddly enough I have little memory of GT all together. I remember the first day pretty well, a fun project we did, and 5th grade GT where they would talk to us about think tanks and pushing us to work in them, but I think it's weird that a large chunk of it is missing from memory.
On another note, did anyone have childhood fears of general MK Ultra shit? Every time something like that would come up in a cartoon I would be overcome with absolute fear. I had a big fear of the government, aliens, or psychiatric wards, but I have no clue where it stems from.
[–] 16331159? ago
That sucks, man. I feel you.
I believe it is possible to change. It's just tedious because results take time.
I cut my diet down to rice and beef, because it's a guaranteed clear mind for me, with a variety of other things in moderation. I'll have to try that fasting, too.
I believe it is possible to rehabilitate your mental functions through competitive games. I took up playing DotA when I realized I could tell which part of my mind was engaged when I played. Am I thinking and predicting, or am I feeling and reacting? Am I planning or am I reliving? Do I really understand what happened and should go to the next game, or am I avoiding the memory of failure and should watch the replay? Did I rage? Raging only hinders team performance. What could I have done to resolve the situation? What could I have done to win, from hero selection, to communication, to the end? What are the professional styles of play? What low tier pub styles have I seen or can make up for myself to win games? Should I be watching better players right now or should I be resting and posting on 8ch?
I know games sound like a waste of time, but it was all I could do before. I could play for many hours, slipping this rehab in. Now I can read books by my own choosing without feeling that fucking burning in my mind.