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[–] 16916232? ago 

Now I have extended family members, one with schizo-affective disorder another with schizophrenia and I've seen them unmedicated. I've dealt with colleagues who had it and went unmedicated until they finally had to leave because they got so bad. The difference between them and my brother is the diagnosed schizos had peaks and troughs of lucidity and delusion. With my brother it was like an aggressive psychedelic drug trip that was sustained and his memory was totally scrambled in a way that was far beyond people with schizo-affective/phrenia I had observed. He was a super logical, down-to-earth guy although admittedly he had become a 'sociopath' in recent years because of what he was held over a barrel over.

Me and my family had chalked this up to delusions and that he probably developed this narrative out of a long period of psychosis. But things started getting weird when my parents initiated an inquiry into medical negligience and how he was able to smuggle in barbituates within days of a serious suicide attempt. My parents told me all their communications to my brother were wiped in tandem, text messages and other messaging apps etc. They then started to become paranoid and believed that what my brother was saying was true. I told them there's only two possibilities:

  1. You're tech illiterates and you wiped the messages through incompetence like getting a virus or hitting the wrong button but they insisted it was selective deletions that involved dates, times and proof that x event happened and they did match up in what they said when I asked them independently. I had no contact with my brother for those 2 years because he said I would be aggressive towards him if I found out what he was blackmailed over and I wouldn't understand the bigger picture so there was nothing to delete.

  2. What my brother said was true and he's fucked us all with his degeneracy and given us too little info to go off of and if you go up against an intelligence agency, none of us are smart enough to win and even if we were macgyvers or super-detectives my brother had put targets on our backs and screwed any chance to not be pre-empted. I said if it's true, there's nothing you can do because he failed. I said the only consolation is if they were working him to get him to do something like shoot up a school, they screwed up. But I said there's an infinitely small chance this was the case and it was just fantasy.

But what happened during a coroner court hearing was the defense approached my parents against requests not to be contacted except via their lawyers and offered a very large out-of-court settlement. They both told her to fuck off. My dad contacted another family with a suicide/negligence case at the same hospital involing their daughter and they told them they settled for a much smaller sum even though the case of the girl was far more egregious which was suspect as fuck.

So far my parents have had their house surrounded by a massive "counter-terrorism" unit with APCs, ACOG/EOtech 5.56s with loads of mods, full body armor and snipers on the grass but in a really stupidly positioned way, just a completely insane incident. They didn't breach any doors, they weren't taking cover but merely walking around with their rifles and armor outside and circling the house with dogs, two helicopters circling overhead. They weren't taking cover or covering each other when they were moving about, they weren't pointing their rifles or in fear of anything happening but this was 100+ and they were just walking around the house in a circle - if there was a real counter-terror incident they'd be sitting ducks so this was weird as fuck. Nothing in the news about it (NDA?) but everyone from the surrounding blocks were rubbernecking and had their cellphones out, but nothing was on youtube of which I could find.

My mother went to an ophthalmologist and they used this eyedropped with the seemingly usual liquid but she said she tripped out like she was on LSD and she swears that a line of a dozen nurses came up to her in a row and said "I lost a child too, you know" and then the next one came along and said the same thing repeatedly in this ridiculous theatric fashion.

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[–] 16916234? ago 

There's been weird incidents like this where they're targeting my parents but not me.

Only weird thing I've noticed is I'm getting coddled at work and given undeserved opportunities and big breaks as of late and have impostor syndrome.

If this isn't just a bunch of coincidences and paranoia and there really is spook shenanigans, how do I convince them to back down and that they have no chance, that there's no third party with the power or knowledge to help them with this sort of thing? In this scenario my brother got snared and drugged and they won. His brain was too fried to give us actionable info and in this hypothetical situation five eyes knows exactly what my parents have done and are going to do whereas all my parents have are crumbs. They feel like it's their right to go up against the spooks but they're in a terrible position and not big ol brains by any means.

Like I could get a laptop with cash and remove the NSA backdoors and load up debian with a data dongle and start trying to be a hero (I don't know shit about netsec beyond basic knowledge) but they'd know and pre-empt because my brother put spotlights on us if this is true. There's no vantage point to get a drop on them.

I know it's "alpha" to go up against the spooks but this is unwinnable. How do I convince them to back down? They started getting extremely weird shit for refusing a settlement. Now they want to start sounding the alarm about a big conspiracy. That's getting into dangerous territory and it's going to rope me into it even though I've avoided involvement.

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[–] 16916240? ago 

This can all be explained as coincidences right?

  • Brother was paranoid about his perversions and feared being blackmailed, developed psychosis and fear of being punished out of guilt and had a conspiracy theory he constructed.

  • Hospital was just shitty and negligent

  • Payout was generous because the hospital is on thin ice for several of these incidents and they're upping the price they put on a life to ensure it doesn't get into the press and they don't get scathing coroner's reports

  • The eyedrops my mom got make your eyes dilate and there was a big light above her and that combined with stress could have caused a panic attack and she got confused, told the nurses about her son's death and they were just being empathetic and she misremembered and they were giving anecdotes about friends and other family members

  • The counter-terror raid could have just been using my parents house as a random training location for urban counter-terrorism operations. The sloppiness of the armed team could be because they were green and starting training. I saw a video of a B-52 where they picked out a random house in the suburbs that they were using as an aimpoint to drop a nuke on the targeting pod. Not exactly the same but you get the picture.

  • The texts and stuff are two years old, their memories have faded with time and they're getting dates and events mixed up and it's just collective misunderstanding

There's other weird shit too but still I think it could just be paranoia and wanting a conspiracy instead of the mundane depressing truth?