[–] stretched_girl ago
I hate being touched by people. The thought of having sex with a person makes me ill. I still have lustful thoughts and fantasies (and a strong leaning towards women), but I'd rather bathe in boiling oil than participate. With a machine I can just lie back and take it for as long as I want. No one is controlling me or forcing me to do something or hurting me.
[–] JustWonderful [S] ago
Interesting, mind if I ask is it something you have always felt?
[–] stretched_girl ago
not until I was assaulted.