No apologies necessary, patriot and thank you.
I realize it is a huge pill to swallow in one gulp.
As to why I have not posted on this so far,
(a) I have only recently seen and understood the TOTALITY of it. Prior to that, I had the data but part of me was IN DENIAL. It couldn't possibly be. But oh, it is!
(b) There is so much noise on this forum, I didn't think anyone would even pay attention. Most people are also IN DENIAL.
But anyway, here we are.
Btw, looks like you just graciously opened a new thread based on my post:
https://voat.co/v/GreatAwakening/4167954
I just posted a long, detailed reply over there.
Thank you!
Hopefully it wakes people up!