[–] Gigglestick ago
This is my biggest vice. It’s almost killed me, it’s gotten me in trouble with the cops. And I’ve never even done combat. I heard about the bullshit when I was younger, blessing and a curse.
Good on you man. Some of my best friends are Rino’s. Hope I hit that market at some point.
[–] everlastingphelps 0 points 2 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago
You've got a mental injury. It's as real as a broken leg. You can't just walk it off. You've been medicating the pain without treating the symptoms (and have thankfully stopped that.) You need mental rehab, just like you need physical rehab after a physical injury.
I'm not big on psychotherapy because frankly 90% of psychiatrists glow in the dark. Instead, get connected to Peer Support Services at your VA. It's literally just other combat vets talking shit out and supporting each other. If VA fucks try to steer you towards something other than Peer Support, refuse. If your actual peers say you need it, think about it. If you still have contact with guys from your units, hook up with them as well. You can't cold turkey the mental injury any better than the alcohol.
You're 90% of the way there. Get that last 10% and get shit done.
[–] niggerfaggotjew911 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago (edited ago)
Based. As a Jew, I don't drink myself. But I'll still outsmart you retarded goyim even if you're sober. I just like raping your women when they are passed out.
[–] HotFarts69 ago
Ive been on the vodka for a year. Stopped for 3 days and went into convulsions to the point of hurting my back and think I ruptured my esophogus somewhere because I randomly taste blood. Ween.
[–] recon_johnny ago
Am glad to hear stories of redemption like this.
We all fight our demons, regardless of who or why.
I hope things continue to be good for you. Thanks for sharing.