[–] Maroonsaint ago
Welll, I can tell you how I feel about gay stuff. I wish I didn’t feel anything about it. It’s like a fetish you hate yourself for having. That being said I would rather skin him alive than look at his dick pics. Iv always wanted to kill somebody and more and more I’m debating joining the military. I just want these thoughts in my head to stop. I want to kill or be killed
[–] Usernamenameuser ago
Quit drugs and alcohol and your depression will go away man. It takes like 2 months. I just did it. We've talked about this. I know its easier said than done.
[–] Maroonsaint ago
Iv been drunk for 3 weeks now. It’s too easy for me to be an alcoholic. It runs so deep in my family. It feels good being numb to everything
[–] Helena73 ago
Well I hate myself for looking at it. Fuck Steve Bannon for making me. I just figured you would have looked.
Sorry you are feeling sad! I don’t know if joining the military will make you less gay though. You could try antidepressants— they do minimize sexual impulses significantly. Much more practical solution imo.
You know, by your 30s a lot of these feelings will lessen. Young people are literally tortured by their hormones. It doesn’t last forever.
[–] Usernamenameuser 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
Confused by hormones coupled with the homo agenda spewing out of every electronic device in the world.