[–] cyclops1771 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago
It sounds like what's important is to keep fighting
Self-confidence that you are good, bust your ass, ASK for extra responsibility, and do your best, with a happy, go-get-'em attitude are all things I look for. I don;t care about mistakes, as long as you learn form it and don't repeat it. Additionally, take whatever you do and learn what it is and why it is that way.
If you are in IT, have you used social media to broadcast yourself as a freelance PC repair/setup person? Sure it's shit, but people need help, and don't know who to call. Nextdoor, Facebook Local, etc. Find rates that Geek Squad would charge and halve it or something. "I'll come to you - and you can see I am a real person, from your neighborhood, not some faceless corporation." At least keep you in IT somewhat as a side job.
Hell, walk dogs, clean houses, clean out gutters, trim bushes, dig ditches, anything that you can do on your own without being stuck hoping for "hiring."