[–] friendsend ago
Yes, beat them severely. I’m in Texas so we’re not really dealing with those issues.
What are you having for dinner tonight? I’ve been on a Cream-of-Wheat craze that I can’t kick. It’s serious comfort food for me. For the longest time it was sweet potatoes with Irish butter - I forgot the name of the butter, but it’s the best. In the green foil. Drinking Gatorade Zero really keeps me stable, so I got a ton of that yesterday. I know it’s kind of unhealthy, but it really makes a difference. I don’t know what it is, maybe just being a woman, I have no idea, but certain foods keep me from getting hysterical. They ground me so I can function. If I’m feeling really unstable, then eating a big serving of meat is in order. I’m so sick of coffee these days, so I’ve replaced it with sweet tea sweetened with stevia.
Anywho. I’m staying in Dallas for a couple days so my daughter can see a world class optometrist and get an MRI. I’m anxious.
Peace, fren.
[–] blumen4alles [S] ago
Dinner tonight is beef roast, mashed potatoes, green beans. I love Cream-of-Wheat. I would always get my mom to make it with lumps (you pour it into the water fast). I love sweet potatoes but not made into chips or fries. Not sure about that butter, don't think I have ever had it. I see it has a higher butterfat content, sounds yummy. Do you ever put cinnamon and sugar on your baked sweet potatoes too?
The smoke got REALLY bad. I can smell it. Went out for a drive to pickup some tomatoes and my eyes started burning. We don't even have a fire close by, its all from the West of us. Hasn't been this bad since 2017 when we were under evacuation threat and at night you could see the light from the fires up in the mountains behind our house. Still have PTSD from it and knowing most of these fires were intentionally set has made it even worse.
After my mystical experience I ate a lot of really heavy foods to try to ground myself. I felt like I was floating away between the fasting and shamanic rituals incorporating DMT. I think you should eat whatever your body calls for. A guy whose site I read often was talking about getting sick and then eating a bunch of junk food to get better. His theory is the junk food is bad for humans but even worse for bacteria.
Looks like your zero drink contains sucralose and acesulfame potassium. That's not as bad as aspartame. I stopped consuming anything with aspartame in case it was making my nerve pain worse cause it is a neurotoxin.
Hope the Dallas visit goes well and you get some good news about your daughter!
I think I better go get my rain-sticks out. Back in 2017 I got carried away with my rain-stick and broke a ceiling light. Whoops.
[–] friendsend ago
Having a rain dance will help you alleviate some of that stress. I don’t envy you in your predicament, nor anyone else on the west coast. I think what would make me nervous in your situation is all the animals. I have my gorgeous German Shepard and a little pug dog that my grandpa left behind... but they could fit in my car. I’m sorry, fren.
I think the fires in Australia were arson as well. The lack of concern for the wild animals is... something I can’t grasp.
Maybe I’ll dance for rain as well. What with HAARP being active.... it’d take a strong mind to override them. But I believe we can. Maybe with the help of orgonite?
I hope your week gets better.