Yea I know. I definitely have cut it way way way down. I’m at like 3 times in the past 6 months where before I was doing this every weekend. I realized after a couple years I was turning into a straight up meth head. It sneaks up on you. Few broken promises here, couple violent out burst here, let a people down too many times and they have enough of it. Luckily I realized before I got there. Fuckin speed man. It’s just so perfect. Omfg when it hits my blood I could just mmmmmm fucking mmmmmmm. It’s like an abusive relationship she fucks me so good then she inevitably pullls out a knife and tries to kill me. The highest of highs and the lowest of lows.
[–] Maroonsaint ago
Yea I know. I definitely have cut it way way way down. I’m at like 3 times in the past 6 months where before I was doing this every weekend. I realized after a couple years I was turning into a straight up meth head. It sneaks up on you. Few broken promises here, couple violent out burst here, let a people down too many times and they have enough of it. Luckily I realized before I got there. Fuckin speed man. It’s just so perfect. Omfg when it hits my blood I could just mmmmmm fucking mmmmmmm. It’s like an abusive relationship she fucks me so good then she inevitably pullls out a knife and tries to kill me. The highest of highs and the lowest of lows.