[–] Maroonsaint 0 points 1 point 1 point (+1|-0) ago (edited ago)
Yea I know. Iv done this a bunch of times but it never gets any lass weird. I keep hearing children’s laughter when I know damn well there ain’t kids here. Fuckkn creepy man. I’m outside right now and Everytime i turn my head fucking creeping me out. I keep wanting to ask the guy who’s working with me if he’s talking but I know he isn’t talking it’s all in my head, I’m so fucking jumpy every single thing is making me freak out I’m gonna have a damn anxiety attack
[–] vanievilgenius ago
Holy fuck dude stop with the uppers.
[–] Maroonsaint ago
Yea I know. I definitely have cut it way way way down. I’m at like 3 times in the past 6 months where before I was doing this every weekend. I realized after a couple years I was turning into a straight up meth head. It sneaks up on you. Few broken promises here, couple violent out burst here, let a people down too many times and they have enough of it. Luckily I realized before I got there. Fuckin speed man. It’s just so perfect. Omfg when it hits my blood I could just mmmmmm fucking mmmmmmm. It’s like an abusive relationship she fucks me so good then she inevitably pullls out a knife and tries to kill me. The highest of highs and the lowest of lows.