If you are not married, a parent nor lazy, cheer up : you are candidate to NGO workforce.
Check out idealist.org.
You'll add some precious experiences to your resume, you'll meet people who aren't judgemental, you'll find your place and you'll feel HELPFUL.
Cheer up.
do what you feel is best. I saw that you liked IT, find an IT job. Get your resume out there, make friends, be cool. Never be afraid of new things, as that's how humans grow and experience is your life XP. Collect as much life XP as you can before you die, so when you're almost out of time you'll know you did it all. You'll feel fulfilled, you'll feel complete. On to round 2.
[–] mrrogerssweater 0 points 2 points 2 points (+2|-0) ago
Set goals. Be happy today. Write down lists of everything.
[–] Scurvy_dog ago
You should find love. Dare risk yourself and fall in love. A women, children, but you need to man the fuck up.